Reasons why October is the best month:
- Cold but dry weather
- Everything is pretty colours
- Pumpkin pie
- Pumpkin coffee
- Everything being made to look spooky
- Horror movies on TV all the time
- Jumper weather
- Dressing up as scary things
- Hot drinks
- Lots of sweets
The smell of dying leaves
If u don’t like October get the FUCK outta my house
I wonder how many stranger’s stories we make it into? You know, maybe someone saw you in passing and told their friends about how pretty the girl in the lavender sweater was. Or maybe they overheard you say a joke and repeated it to their friend, confessing that they heard it from some guy at the store.
I think about this all the time
Austin has also served as a reminder to change back to who I was in high school. I don’t want to change back completely but I do want to return to some aspects. I want to still be the responsible and hardworking person I’ve become and return to the book smart and outgoing person I was. I hate that I was too shy to ask my favorite skater to get a picture with her when 2-3 years ago, I would have just done it. Or that I’ve become so awkward that I can’t look a person in the eyes or have a regular conversation with them. I have let my grades and myself go since high school ended and I want to go back to being a size 8/10 and having straight A’s. At the same time, I’m going to learn to balance school and being a manager. I will not let the small stuff get to me and I will focus on putting myself, school, and loved ones first and work second. To add some comic relief: I will also focus on trying not to age as fast as I have the past year. I’m going to take care of my body and skin and make sure I am nourished. That is a promise I’m making to myself. One day at a time.
The past few months my boyfriend and I have been having a lot of issues and arguments. This past weekend we took a 4 day trip to Austin and it was amazing. We did so many different activities but still managed to miss some others. Four days in a big city like Austin is not enough to explore. We both came to the conclusion that seven days or more were needed. Nonetheless, we had a lot of fun and were able to fix our relationship. Spending the past four days with him away from this boring border town was the best thing that could happen to us. We’ve both decided that one day we will definitely move over there and have/raise our kids there. The diversity that Austin provided was one of the most amazing things we could experience. We saw people from all over the world and we were just amazed at the difference between our home and Austin. We did have a few bumps here and there with each other and other people who weren’t so nice but we kept on going and enjoyed every minute of it. I definitely see myself living in Austin after I graduate and buying a cute little house by kerby lane. As we start planning on having kids, we’ll probably stay there and expand it up or move to a bigger and cute house in that subdivision. Austin was great to us and i will miss it until next year. To conclude, I’m so grateful to have a boyfriend like mine because of all the things he does for me and our relationship, and I hope our relationship continues to flourish. These next two years cannot pass quick enough. My boyfriend’s graduation this coming spring and mine the next. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that I apply and get that internship with Build-A-Bear Workshop bearquarters and am able to get a job in Austin after that. Good vibes everywhere guys.